BEAUTIFUL DIRT

2009-06-15T01:05:00.000-07:00

ohmygod

i'm going to meet you later on. should i trust you one more time or should i just treat it as nothing happen ): oh man i dont know but i kinda miss you right now.

do you still love me ?
can i ask you this way ?
do you really mean what you said ?

2009-06-10T02:18:00.000-07:00

i miss you and hate you.

whats really going on your mind.

recently we always quarrel over small little stuff that i dont really wish too. you are always the person who started it, i'm sick and tired. maybe its time for me to let go.

fly to another world

2009-06-02T01:26:00.000-07:00

我很想问问我自己一件事。
你到底还在不在我心里？
如果忘不掉那就不要免强把你放在心里最深处。
把你当作自己故事的一部份。

imissyoubadly.

2008-12-29T19:04:00.000-08:00

I'm so confused
I never know what you want from me
My heart is forever bruised
I feel like I can never be free
I still remember when we first met
You was so special to me
Now I feel so sad
I couldn't make you happy
But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more,
when I think about how my heart broke
You said you knew how much I felt for you
But you couldn't chose for me
Our love couldn't be true
It seemed if you were happy.
Now you act so attached
You dare not to look in my eyes
I thought we matched
But I my dream dies
But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about that, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more,
when I think about how my heart broke
I cryI cryI cry every single night
Thinking of the fun we had
And the silence that drove us apart
In real life, I act like you don't exist
But in my dreams we're together
It's you I can't resist
But in my dreams that won't matter
But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more,
when I think about how my heart broke
But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more,
when I think about how my heart broke
You still make me feel so confused

2008-11-29T19:00:00.000-08:00

Slit my wrist,
Cut my throat,
Without your kiss,
I shall choke.
Cut my hair,
Kill my veins,
Please don't stare,
I can't take the pain,
Bite my nails,
Peel my skin,
I'm sick of males,
They always win.
Stop my breathing,
Stab my heart,
Sorry boy,
I must depart.
With the blade,
I commit this deed,
My mind is made,
Since your my need.
I'm sick of crying,
I'm love sick,
So I'm dying,
You stupid prick.
Blood stains,
There all your fault,
You know this,
So don't sulk.
My heart is broken,
From love to you,
So my veins open,
Cause you don't love me to.
I say my prayers,
And your name,
I look and stare,
And think this is insane,
But deep goes the blade,
And my heart stops,
The decision i made,
Is about you alot.!!

2008-11-18T15:46:00.000-08:00

Love isn't about

who put in more time

Or who put in more effort

It isn't about who gave more

Or who gave less

Its about doing things to make

the person you love happy

Its about giving your all

even if you don't get back as much

Its about being there even

if its just over the phone

Its about seeing the beauty

within that person

Its all about giving unconditionally

Love is without expectations

any others reasons.

I MISS YOU BADLY DO YOU KNOW THAT. <3>

=)

2008-11-17T10:25:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE!

MUST FEEL HONOUR ALRIGHT!!

2005-07-01T12:56:00.000-07:00

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点诚实　
难免有不能控制的宣泄
只要关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面　
手机让它休息一夜难　
像切歌切掉回忆的画面　
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐　
我对自己说蜡烛点了　
寂寞亮了
生日快乐　
泪也融了　
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你 带一点恨　
还要时间才能平衡热恋伤痕　
幻灭重生　
祝我生日快乐
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面　
手机让它休息一夜难　
像切歌切掉回忆的画面　
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐我对自己说　
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了生日快乐　
泪也融了我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨还要时间
才能平衡热恋伤痕　
幻灭重生　
祝我生日快乐还爱你　
带一点恨 还要时间　
才能平衡热恋伤痕幻灭重生　
祝我生日快乐